
What Amazon says
A coming-of-age novel about the pain of misconceptions and learning from them.
When life gives you lemons…
Izzy
Mom is barely in the grave and the prodigal child is here to pick the bones clean.
I don’t want her here. My sister’s defection is a wound that won’t heal, and her return simply rubs at the scabs covering my heart.
I’ve managed just fine without her. She can go back to her fancy college and forget about us- that’s what she does best anyway.
If only I didn’t need her help. Or miss her so much.
Renee
The day my dad committed suicide I ran. I’ve been running ever since.
Going home is supposed to be the answer. Instead, it makes me question every thoughtless decision I’ve made.
My sister hates me. My little brother barely knows me. And Simon… is engaged.
None of it matters- or so I tell myself. I’m here to make amends and face a past haunted by regret.
As long as I can convince myself to stay.
Letting Go is a young adult romance dealing with tragedy, restitution, and love in all its aspects. The story relates to sensitive topics that may be triggering for some readers.

My review
I reviewed this book in my capacity as a member of Rosie’s Book Review Team. If you would like your book reviewed, you can contact Rosie Amber here: http://rosieamber.wordpress.com/.
Renee Thomas escaped her dysfunctional family after the suicide of her father on the same evening as the betrayal of her long time boyfriend, Simon. Unable to cope, she just upped and left, with no regard for the effect on younger sister, Izzy, who bore the brunt of the subsequent collapse of the Thomas family. Renee has done well and earned herself a Master of science in Physical Therapy with a minor in physiotherapy. She has made peace with her past and has plans to open her own physiotherapy clinic when she learns of the death of her mother. Renee is compelled to return home and try and help her younger sister and brother overcome their loss and move forward.
Life has a way of surprising us, and Renee comes across her ex-boyfriend, the minute she enters town. He has moved on, training as a paramedic and getting engaged. In her distraction over seeing Simon, she doesn’t notice an elderly lady jay-walking across the street and accidentally knocks her down. The elderly lady turns out to be Simon’s grandmother.
Renee soon finds herself the object of Izzy’s anger and condemnation and the caregiver of Simon’s grandmother while she recovers. Worst of all, Renee discovers she still has feelings for Simon.
Izzy’s job is under threat, and her younger brother might be taken from her by the state, and this brings out the worst in Izzy. For me, Izzy was a most interesting character. She stepped up after the death of her father and disappearance of her sister, and cared for her mother, who became seriously ill, and her younger brother. Renee’s disappearing act was a bitter pill for Izzy who has subsequently built up walls of indifference to protect her damaged heart. Underneath her anger and resentment, Izzy is a caring and loving woman who has made the best of the cards she was dealt in life. I liked Izzy very much and kept hoping she would get an opportunity to uplift herself and have a bit of freedom from the responsibility and drudgery she’d assumed prior and subsequent to her mother’s death.
Renee needs to manage her feelings and interactions with Simon, help his grandmother, and deal with Izzy’s rejection. Renee was a little immature at the start of the book and didn’t seem to really understand the impact her impetuous flight had on her brother and sister. She did have some guilt and a need to make good on the situation, but she wasn’t able to prevent conflict with Izzy through understanding. As the story progresses, Renee acknowledges the errors of her past, although I didn’t think she should have stayed as she had really achieved in her personal capacity in the intervening period, she could have offered her siblings some support, even from a distance. Renee’s character experiences a lot of growth over the course of the story.
This book is exciting and compelling as Renee sets about trying to take her share of the responsibility of raising her brother and helping her sister, as well as and unravelling her feelings about Simon. Renee must also confront the demons from her past that initiated her flight on that fateful night.
This was an outstanding review, Robbie.
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Hi Jennie, thank you, I’m glad you liked it.
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You’re welcome, Robbie.
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I’m thrilled, Jennie!
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Robbie, this a wonderful review — Jacquie, I’d love it you’d guest blog post about your book at my site 🙂
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I’m glad you enjoyed this review.
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Excellent review. Congratulations to Jacquie. I’m looking forward to reading this. Thanks for sharing your thoughts, Robbie 💕🙂
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HI Harmony, it is a pleasure. Jacquie certainly does emotional tumult very well.
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I’m so happy this book is being well-received, Harmony, thank you!
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Family dynamics can get very complicated. Excellent review as always. (K)
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Thank you, Kerfe. Jacquie did a great job with the characterisation in this book.
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Renée witnessed her father’s suicide, changing the way she viewed the world forever. Instead of seeking comfort within her family, she ran. And regrets that decision every single day.
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Congratulations to Jacquie! What a fantastic review. I can’t wait to read this book.
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Hi Kymber, this is a very good story. It resonated with me quite a lot as one of my sisters went away straight after school and didn’t come home again for 10 years.
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I’m sorry, Robbie. It must have been hard for you and your family.
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Life is full of ups and downs, Jacquie. I always say we get our cards in life and we have to play them.
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Thanks, Kymber. It’s on the dark side, but life isn’t always easy, is it?
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Such praise for a book dealing with such delicate issues. 🙂
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Hi Annette, Jacquie writes about relationships and emotions very well and this book is definitely a triumph.
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The story stems from a friend’s suicide. I can’t imagine the turmoil family members suffer under those conditions.
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God Bless us, everyone. ❤
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Hi Jacquie, I think a suicide in the family must be very difficult to deal with emotionally. It is difficult for the surviving family members not to feel as if they failed the person, even if they did their absolute best.
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Excellent review, Robbie, of what sounds like an intricately compelling book by Jacquie. Family dynamics can be so fraught…
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Hi Dave, it was most interesting to experience how the two sisters managed their circumstances and emotional baggage in this book. Definitely, running away is a real choice by many people and then there is always the one who stays behind to try and keep things going.
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Life is hard and sometimes we make the wrong choices. This story is about righting those wrongs. While Renée comes across as the weaker of the sisters for running away after a horrible incident, I think she actually goes through the biggest transformation by returning to face not only her sister’s ire but the nightmares associated with the past.
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HI Jacquie, I thought that Renee had done well for herself. She wouldn’t have achieved as she did if she had stayed. She could have stayed in touch with her family and offered support that way if things had been different.
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I like the two conflicting points-of-view and their misunderstandings afterwards.
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It was interesting to experience these different points of view through the two sisters. A well written and emotionally charged book.
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It was compelling. I had a tough time getting out of Renée’s head with all that she’d seen. And now I’m working on Izzy’s story!
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Great! Looking forward 🙂
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For anyone who’s had a troubled relationship with a sister, this is a great read.
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Thank you, Jacqui. I channeled my relationship with one of my brothers for this one, lol.
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HI Jacquie, I’ve had a few ups and downs with one of my sisters too. I could relate to this very well.
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Agreed, everyone has ups and downs with family members, that is life and this book captures that perfectly.
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Hi, Robbie. Thanks for sharing your thoughts on this new book from Jacquie. I read it and enjoyed it immensely. I’m already looking forward the next installment with these sisters. Congrats to Jacquie!
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Thank you, Jan. I hope to have Izzy’s story done by early next year!
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Whoo hoo!!
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Hi Jan, thank you for adding your endorsement of this book here. It is a good one.
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Excellent review, Robbie. Jacquie does a wonderful job with the family-based stories and one of the things I liked is how there aren’t really any villains, just human beings making mistakes, trying to make amends, and start over. I’m looking forward to Book 2. Congrats to Jacquie on the wonderful review.
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Hi Diana, thank you for adding your endorsement of Jacquie’s books. This one had great characterisation and I enjoyed it very much.
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Her “sibling” stories are some of my favorites, Robbie. You’re right about the characterization – multifaceted, emotional, and believable.
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Thank you so much! I’m blushing now 🙂
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A well-deserved blush. 🙂
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Since I’m the queen of screwups, making mistakes is an easy concept for me, lol
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I’ve made plenty, Jacquie. I think the vast majority of us have, which is why your story is so relatable. It tugs on the heart.
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Back in the very old days, I was the editor of the Doubleday Romance Library as well as The American Garden Guild. I think it’s possible I overdosed on romance novels. Sometimes, I can rev myself to read one and I’m surprised at how well written many of them are. Romance novels are one of the few genres that are bought and sold by publishers — not for huge money (they never sold for huge money, even back in the 1970s when I (stage name: Jennifer Robbins (!!)) was managing the book club. This one sound interesting so I might give it a try. I think, though, it’s possible I’m too old for romance novels. All the character are such babies. My granddaughter is older than most of the characters. Does that sound weird?
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Hi Marilyn, I didn’t know that about your working history. An interesting sounding job. I’ve never read that much in the romance line but I do enjoy Jacquie’s novels which always have a good storyline. It is true that these characters are young, but that isn’t the case for all of Jacquie’s books. There are a few romances out there lately that involve older women.
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Romance is secondary in most of my novels, Marilyn, though truthfully, where would any of us be without a loving relationship?
So cool that you were an editor for such a big company- congrats!
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I was very surprised by how well written most of the romances were written. Many of them were very clever and I’m sure many of those writers moved on to other genres, though romances are a very solid source of income for many writers. I always wanted to try it, but I’m just not a fiction writer. I write well, but not fiction. Give me facts and I can tell a story, but I can’t make up characters or a plot. I can write dialogue, but I have no ability to create a whole story. I wish I did!
It’s just — at 75 — romance just feels kind of youthful. But at this point, a lot of things seem a bit youthful. It’s one of the perils of age. Mind you, I’m still in love and still happily married even though he’s 80 and I’m 75. We’ve been friends, lovers, and married since I was 19. Love matters, but it IS different as time passes.
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It’s wonderful that you’ve been blessed with a long life together- there’s a story worth writing in that!
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I sort of have written in — in pieces. It’s actually a very interesting story, but I’m not a fiction writer. Lord knows I wish I was because I always wanted to write a REAL novel. But maybe I can spin this somehow. I don’t that there’s much a market for 75-year-old women writing the story of their romance. But who knows what anyone wants these days? Back when I was working for Doubleday, real editors read real manuscripts. If you wrote a good story, someone would read it and they’d make an offer and actually PUBLISH the book. Now? I finally got ONE editor to promise to read my manuscript (it wasn’t all that good, so I don’t think I missed anything) and the guy died a few days before he was going to read it. I took that as a sign and went back to writing software manuals. I was VERY good at that.
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I would spin it more as women’s fiction than romance. I imagine world events would play a part in the story. Readers gobble that up 🙂
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Thanks for the vote of confidence. Maybe I’ll try this.
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Hi Marilyn, I think that your romance with Garry is a very interesting one. I would read it.
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I didn’t realise you were only 19 when you got married, Marilyn. Gosh, that is 10 years younger than I was when I got married at 29.
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Actually, I was 18 years and 6 months. Owen was born 4-1/2 years later when I was just 22. It got both of us out of our parents’ houses. Jeff (first husband, RIP.) was 9 years older than me and was working at the University. Probably would be frowned upon today since he was administration and I was a student, but no one really thought about it back then. It was what we now refer to as a “jailbreak marriage” — two people who need to move on and needed each other to get it done. We were always very good friends. We weren’t a great husband and wife, but we shared many interests, liked the same people, books, history, dogs, cats. That’s why Garry was Owen’s godfather, because we were both friends with him while we were married and why Owen’s middle name is Garry. We were weak in the “passion” department. Jeff died young. I always tell people it was complicated. It really WAS complicated.
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Hi Marilyn, it sounds like a complex relationship. I’m glad you found happiness with Garry 💜
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Congratulations to Jacquie on the wonderful review! These characters have a lot of emotional baggage to deal with!
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Hi Liz, exactly right, but that is true of many young people and it was really interesting to see the different coping mechanisms of the two sisters.
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I didn’t make things easy on them, Liz, lol
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This sounds like an interesting plot, Robbie. Great review!
I love this line from Izzy. “My sister’s defection is a wound that won’t heal, and her return simply rubs at the scabs covering my heart.”
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Hi Pete, thank you for adding this quote which is a great example of Izzy’s thoughts and emotions with regards to her sister’s behaviour.
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Izzy is compelling, Pete. My hubby is a redhead and had a flash temper when he was younger (we’ve been together forever, lol) so I used him as a jumping board for Izzy. Most of the problem is one we all have- not realizing there are two sides to every story.
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What a detailed and insightful review, Robbie. I thoroughly enjoyed this story as well, and look forward to its sequel. Congratulations to Jacquie!
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Hi Mae, Jacquie did a fabulous job with characterisation in this book. I’m glad to know you also enjoyed it.
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Thanks for your support, Mae. I hope to do Izzy’s story justice!
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Can’t wait, Jacquie! I always enjoy your stories, but I really like your foray into women’s fiction.
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Thanks, Mae. They aren’t selling as well, but I enjoy writing them, so…
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Not selling well seems to be a general lament lately. To much choice maybe or to many other diversions for people 🤷♀️
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Thank you Robbie.
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My pleasure, Rosie
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What a great review, Robbie. Jacquie’s book sounds truly compelling with its family dynamics. I will add it to my list, and Congratulations to Jacquie.
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Hi Lauren, it is a complex family drama. I enjoyed it very much.
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I’m sorry to be late to this party. Thanks for your wonderful review, Robbie. Family-related stories hold a ton of PTSD triggers for me. Although, I thoroughly enjoy everything Jacquie writes. Wishing her continued success. Hugs to you both.
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Hi Teagan, I am sorry to hear that. Jacquie has plenty of other books for you to chose from 💕
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Great review, Robbie. Being an only child, I’ve always been intrigued by siblings’ relationships, and Jacquie’s book sounds very compelling. Thanks for sharing and congratulations to the author.
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Thank you, Olga. I have 5 siblings and it isn’t always peaceful 😀
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Sounds like a page turner Robbie and looking forward to reading… congratulations to Jacquie.. hugsx
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